To be free.

So far in my life there had never been a point where I loved everything I do – except for when I was a child, I guess (although even back then there had been days I didn’t wanna go to kindergarten).

In school I had to do stuff I couldn’t stand all the time. After school there was a phase when I had nothing to do except for a part-time job at Subway (actually my favourite job so far) but on the side had the pressure to write applications and go to job interviews. I didn’t enjoy the job I learned afterwards. Later when I’d been studying I still did that job on the side from home to get some money. Even when I went to Sweden for a semester abroad and basically had the best time of my life, I still had to do that job. And now again I’m having a job I don’t enjoy.

So what I’m trying to say is that there had never been a time that I was fully satisfied with everything I do. I really feel that it’s finally time for me to only do what I truly want as I’ve never experienced a phase of “freedom” like that. Freedom from pressure and from other people telling me what to do.

I feel that point in my life coming closer and with all my heart I know it will arrive.

Some of you might think what luxury problems I have.. which is totally true! Thinking of all the people that don’t even have the possibilities I have.. But I also believe that anyone should always strive for living the best life possible, to make the most out of it with ones individually given potential.

2 thoughts on “To be free.”

  1. Befinde mich momentan in ein ganz ganz ähnlichen Situation! Und hoffe es wird eine Zeit kommen wo ich mal bestimmen kann wie es wohin mit mir geht!

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